Chords with lyrics
Capo 1
(Chorus)
A minorAm
Insidious is blind inception
FF
What's reality with all these questions?
DmDm FF
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
A minorAm
Broken legs but I chase perfection
FF
These walls are my blank expression
DmDm
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
FF
And it's lonely inside this mansion
(Instrumental A minorAm FF)
A minorAm
Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
FF
They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
A minorAm FF
Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
G+G
And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
A minorAm
That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
FF
And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
DmDm
I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
FF G+G
You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
G+G A minorAm
Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in
FF
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it
DmDm
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
FF G+G
But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
A minorAm
I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
FF
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
F# minorF#m FF
Matter of fact I think I'm a burn this room right now
G+G
So now this memory for some reason just won't come down
A minorAm FF
You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
DmDm FF
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
G+G A minorAm
But I'm a keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
(Repeat chorus)
[Verse 2 - NF:]
A minorAm
Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
FF
See my problem is I don't fix things
DmDm
I just try to repaint, cover em up, like it never happen
FF
Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
A minorAm
This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
FF
The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
DmDm
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
FF F# minorF#m
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
DmDm
I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
FF
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
DmDm FF
And one of the first things I wrote was I was shot with a call
G+G
But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song
A minorAm FF
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
G+G
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
A minorAm FF
And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
DmDm
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
FF G+G
The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?
(repeat chorus)
[Verse 3 - NF:]
A minorAm F# minorF#m
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
FF
I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
DmDm
Cause if I do, there's a chance
FF
That they might disappear and not come back
G+G A minorAm
And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
FF
You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
DmDm
Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
FF G+G
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside
A minorAm
So stop watching
FF
I'm not coming to the door
So stop knocking, stop knocking
A minorAm
I'm trapped here
FF
God keep saying I'm not locked in
I chose this
G+G
I am lost in my own conscious
C majorC FF
I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
A minorAm FF
I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
G+G
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
A minorAm
Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
FF
Maybe that's the problem
Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
DmDm FF
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
G+G
He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
A minorAm
Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
FF C majorC
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
DmDm
Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
FF
Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
Instrumental: A minorAm FF DmDm FF A minorAm FF DmDm
A minorAm FF
It's lonely
DmDm
Inside this mansion