Verse 1: Cm I’ve been dealing with depression ever since I was a kid Gm Got some skeletons inside my closet better if forbid Fm Watched my step dad beat my momma left a mark I can’t forgive Gm And these memories are haunting I can’t get them out my head Cm And my demons they are close I practically have made my friend Gm I just sit alone in silence staring at the ceiling fan Fm Tryna gather all my thoughts praying that its not the end Gm Always been an overthinker that’s just part of who I Am
Cm I won’t Go back to the doctors cause they’ll put me on some pills Gm Know I'm not the only one who understands the way I feel Fm Half my family way too envious I made it out the slums Gm While they stuck inside the same f**king position that they was Cm I have tried to make it work all the lies are so absurd Gm Left me miserably unhappy to the point I’m on the verge Fm Could be better could be worse Self indulging in my hurt Gm I should probably move on I think it's time to put me first Chorus: (repeat x1) Cm These voices won’t go Gm I’m riding solo Fm Nobody gets me Gm Inside so empty Verse 2: Why is everybody dying that I used to grow up with So much hatred in this world they say ignorance is bliss If my thoughts could really kill well I think you know the rest If it wasn’t for this music swear to God that I’d be dead And my life an open book I write about it in these songs Been a liar been a thief I've been a victim all along They say karma gonna find you it don’t matter where you run Cause your problems will still be there till you fix the damage done Did my father even care? Since he left when I was two Got some questions left unanswered probably best I never knew Dealing with PTSD nightmares when I fall asleep Sense of emptiness inside What you sow is what you reap
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