Not Ok chords by Maria Mena

Tuning: Standard (E A D G B E)

G#m

Verse 1:

It’s not like i chose this
       B            E
I was not given a choice

In a room full of stories
                       B
Mine is just another voice


How does she do it?
                     D#m
Without making any sound?

-I cry after hours
                            G#m
And scream when no one is around


Here comes a battle
                        E
Here’s another uphill climb

So Strap on some courage
                                  B
You should be well Prepared this time


Just because i’m still standing
                       D#m
Just because i have survived

Doesn’t mean i don’t get scared
                        C#m
Or wanna give up every time


Chorus:
                       D#m       E
Cause I don’t feel like being strong today

I wanna fall apart sometimes
           B
i wanna Break!

Next time they ask i’ll tell the truth
      D#m
I’ll say

I’m not ok
         C#m
I’m not ok!

                            D#m      E
I don’t feel like carrying all this weight

Or being broken around those
            B
Who can’t relate


Next time they ask
                         D#m
I’ll tell the truth i’ll say

That I’m not ok
     B     G#m
I’m not


Verse 2:

After he left us
                       E
After everything went dark

She’s all that matters
                        B
She’s my  only little spark


It’s Not like i don’t want to
                           D#m
Stay in bed, never leave Home

But If i don’t do it
                          C#m
Chances are it won’t get done


Chorus:
                             D#m       E
Cause I don't feel like being strong today

I wanna fall apart sometimes
          B
I wanna break

Next time they ask I'll tell the truth
      D#m
I'll say

That I'm not ok
              C#m
That I'm not ok
                            D#m       E
I don't feel like carrying all this weight

Or being broken around those
            B
Who can't relate

Next time they ask
                           D#m
I'll tell the truth I'll say

That I'm not ok



Bridge:
             E
That I'm not ok
              F#    E
That I'm not ok

That I'm not ok
               F#    E
That I'm not ok (I'm not ok)
        F#    E
I'm not ok
            Emaj7 F# D#m E F# E Emaj7  G#m
I'm not ok



Verse 3:

God gives his toughest
                          E
Battles to his strongest ones

built out of courage
                          B
In the Image of his only son



I am a soldier
                            D#m
I can take the whole world on

So Watch as i fight this

And Give your praise once i have won.