Not Ok chords by Maria Mena (Ver. 2)

INTRO:

               G#m

VERSE:
 G#m
 It's not like I chose this
        F#              E
 I was not given a choice
 E
 In a room full of stories
 E                        B
 Mine is just another voice
 B
 How does she do it?
 B                   D#m
 Without making any sound?

 I cry after hours
                              G#m
 And scream when no one is around

 VERSE:
  G#m
 Here comes a battle
                         E
 Here's another uphill climb
 E
 So strap on some courage
  E                                B
 You should be well prepared this time
 B
 Just because I'm still standing
 B                       D#m
 Just because I have survived

 Doesn't mean I don't get scared
                         C#m
 Or wanna give up every time



 CHORUS:
 C#m                                 D#m      E
 Cause I don't feel like being strong today
 E
 I wanna fall apart sometimes
              B
 I wanna break
  B                                               D#m
 Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say

 That I'm not ok
              C#m
 That I'm not ok
                             D#m             E
 I don't feel like carrying all this weight
  E                                       B
 Or being broken around those who can't relate
 B                                                D#m
 Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
  D#m
 That I'm not ok
 D#m
 That I'm not...

 VERSE:
  G#m
 After he left us
                       E
 After everything went dark
  E
 She's all that matters
                        B
 She's my only little spark

 It's not like I don't want to
                            D#m
 Stay in bed, never leave home
  D#m
 But if I don't do it
 D#m
 Chances are it won't get done



 CHORUS:
 C#m                                 D#m      E
 Cause I don't feel like being strong today
 E
 I wanna fall apart sometimes
              B
 I wanna break
  B                                               D#m
 Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say

 That I'm not ok
              C#m
 That I'm not ok
                             D#m             E
 I don't feel like carrying all this weight
  E                                       B
 Or being broken around those who can't relate
 B                                                D#m
 Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
  D#m
 That I'm not ok
 D#m          E
 That I'm not...
            F# D#m E
 That I'm not...
  D#m          E
 That I'm not...
            F# D#m E
 That I'm not...

  D#m          E
 That I'm not...
            F# D#m E
 That I'm not...
  D#m          E
 That I'm not...
            F# D#m E
 That I'm not...

 F# D#m E

 OUTRO:
   G#m
 God gives his toughest
                            E
 Battles to his strongest ones
 E
 Built out of courage
 E                        B
 In the image of his only son
 B
 And I am a soldier
 B                          D#m
 I can take the whole world on
 D#m
 So watch as I fight this
  D#m
 And give your praise once I have won