If I Should chords by Jaytekz

Hook: Joseph Kay:
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Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Verse 1: Jaytekz:
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What is life if you can't make the most of it ?
Bm
What is love if you can't get a hold of it ?
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What's a smile if you’re not really happy ?
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Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy
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Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry
Bm
And life is a disaster and you just want to die
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Nobody understands how you feel deep inside
Bm
But you got to stay strong with your head held high
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I got so many questions
             Bm
Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it ?
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And how does everybody have it all figured out ?
      Bm
As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing
F#m
Fuck, I'm so emotional
         Bm
I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul
F#m
With a broken heart, outspoken mind
               Bm
I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine
F#m
But I don't know, I don't know
Bm
It's been a long time since I felt like myself
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I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off
Bm
And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp
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Shit, I need help
Bm
Shit, I need help
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Shit, I need help
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I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to
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I try to take my time and listen to advice
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See, I was told patience is a virtue
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But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life
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Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight
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Fuck the future, fuck the present
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Fuck the drama
Yo, fuck the stressing
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Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions
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Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing
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Fuck ‘em all, yo I’m done talking
Bm
Stay the fuck away when I’m inside my coffin

Hook: Joseph Kay:
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Verse 2: Jaytekz:
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Everyday is a burden for me
    Bm
So many regrets, it discourages me
     F#m
Like where would I be if I didn't drop out
      Bm
And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud?
     F#m
And where would I be if my father was here?
    Bm
And mom was with him and their love was sincere
    F#m
No fucking divorce, no need for the courts
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Together forever, they fought through the storms
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They fought through it all
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Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit
          F#m
But it's sad to say that that's not the case
             Bm
Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed
F#m
Yo, fuck Yo, fuck
Bm
Do I give up or do I stand on my feet?
                 F#m
Do I give in to the hardships of life
                     Bm
Living every single day as I die on my knees
                                     F#m
Shit, what should I do? What should I do?
          Bm
Do I hold on to this thing called life?
           F#m
Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes?
           Bm
Do I move on when I'm hurting inside?
             F#m
Where do I go? Where do I go?
           Bm
Under the ground when I'm finally at peace
               F#m
Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain
             Bm
That's been hidden within me so deep

Hook: Joseph Kay:
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
F#m
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
Bm