Chords with lyrics
Verse :
Em
Fuck my life
C
Fuck my health
G D
You don't care so I'll go fuck myself
Em
Fuck this job
C
Fuck this car
G D
Every song that I write just co-exists with a scar
Em C G D
And I've got paragraphs about the shit that I will never say
Em C G D
'Cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fuckin' day
Em C G D
Maybe the grass is green in other states where I choose to reside
Em C G D
Maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fuckin' eye
Em C G D
And maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if I'm alright
Em C G D
'Cause I've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind
Em C G D
I will convince myself I'm dying but then act like I'm just fine
Em C G D
My minds a scary fuckin' place and I can't fix it while I drive
Em C G D
But my car is Lucy in the sky with diamonds going 65
Em
And you're just a pothole
C G D
Maybe Yoko Ono screaming by my side
Em C G D
Is this the end of things
I'm strumming strings just trying to decide
Em C G D
'Cause I am afraid of me, so save me please
I beg you just to try
Em C G
I'm losing my purpose, life's a circus, they said "Please enjoy the
D
ride"
Em C G D
My seatbelt is broken, eyes wide open as my body starts to slide
Em C G D
If I escape the wreck
I'll disconnect from everyone online
Em C G D
I'll pack my belongings
I've been longing for this moment my whole life
Em C G D
I'll disappear for months, no mentions of my status or a clue
Em C G D
I'm fine, don't you worry, there's no hurry to return to what I knew
Em C G D
It's hard to calculate these conversations if I'm being truthful
Em C G D
I wanna congregate all that relate to everything I spew
Em C G D
In midst of my disconnect
I'll stay in check, and keep in touch with few
Em C G D
As long as I'm open
I'm just hoping that it's something I'll get through
Chorus:
Em
'Cause I'm a fucking wreck
C
Oh, what the heck?
G D
Why do I even try?
Em
I lie in the grass
C
High off my ass
G D
And watch the clouds just pass on by
Em
If life has a purpose
C
I am nervous
G D
To unravel what is mine
Em
I'll trip and I'll travel
C
Down the rabbit hole
G D
And ditch my bags inside