Saboteurs chords by Days N Daze

Verse 1:
      G
One year we flew up to Alaska

All the scenery was gorgeous
    Em              C
And the people all so pleasant what a place
G
 Might have been our one chance

To experience it firsthand
    Em              D
All the culture and the beauty of the state

But when we arrived I
C                 G
Couldn’t bring myself to leave the car
               Em
Stayed locked away with my guitar

And while the others

Studied the mountains and the rivers
    C        D         G
I just stared down at my fretboard, pad and pen

Verse 2:
         G
Lately I’ve been struggling to conjure up

A band aid for this problem
     Em           C
That has freshly manifested in my brain
      G
It seems as though I’ve grown a light switch

Deep within the recess of my psyche
    Em              D
One if flipped renders me borderline insane

It’s like ten seconds ago
C               G
 Everything was fine and dandy
    G       Em
But now everything is f**ked
     Em
And there ain’t no rhyme or reason for my seething
    C     D       G
I just wanna be okay but I feel stuck

Verse 3:
    G
I don’t get to see the family often

Always on road
    Em
So, one year we organized a trip
   C          G
We’d take to Lake Tahoe

A place we’d been when I was younger
           Em
All the memories are golden
D
 But when we arrived I
C             G
 found myself down at the bar
              Em
Black out drunk and seeing stars

While my loved ones

All played board games by the fire
   C      D         G
I did drink myself within an inch of death

Verse 4:
    G
I’m no stranger to mistakes

It feels like every step I take
     Em              C
I trip myself I can’t get out of my own way
    G
I’m by far my harshest critic and a cynic
         Em
Too neurotic to accept that sometimes
        D
sh*t is just o-kay

There's always gotta be
C             G
Some problem I alone must solve
                Em
But that just ain’t the case at all

Cause I got friends and family
           C
But my worst enemy is me
      D        G
And me just can’t escape my head

Outro:
      C
Cause I was born to sabotage myself
   G
Well that's on me and no one else
   Em
I’m a human grenade
        D
And I’m good at pullin’ my own pin
    C
You can blame it on my mental health
G
Addictions, stress and anything else
Em
All it boils down to

Is I’m an a**hole with a loud mouth
   C     D        G
And a system of support I don’t deserve