Appointments chords by Julien Baker

Verse 1:
C                     F
I'm staying in tonight
                             Am
I won't stop you from leaving
                             F            C
I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?
                                F
Wanted someone who I used to be like
                            Am
Now you think I'm not trying
                                   F            C
But don't argue, its not worth the effort to lie
                           F
You don't wanna bring it up
                           Am
And I already know how it looks
                                          F             C
You don't have to remind me so much how I disappoint you

Verse 2:
                                    F
So trust that I talked to somebody again
                                        Am
That knows how to help me get better, until then
                                 F                 C
I should just try not to miss anymore appointments
   F  AM   F
Oooo     Oooo

Verse 3:
C                      F
I think if I ruin this, that I know I can live with it
Am
Nothing turns out like I pictured it
          F                                     C
Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
                        F
I think if I fail again, that I know you're still listening
Am                                          F
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright and I know that it's not
                               C
But I have to believe that it is

Bridge:
                          F
I have to believe that it is
                          Am
I have to believe that it is
N.C.
(I have to believe it, I have to believe it.)
(And I know that it's not gonna turn out alright.)
                            F
I have to believe that it is

Probably not but I have to believe that it is.

Verse 4:
C                           F
And when I tell you that it hurts, how it's far from my benefit
Am                                          F
Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright, oh I know that it's not
                              C