If You Only Knew chords by Alexander Stewart

🎸 Intro:

F  G  Gm7  C


🎸 Verse 1:
          F
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
          G
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
       Gm7                                          C
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life
     F
So I keep all the pain to myself
       G
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
       Gm7
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
   C
So I pretend I'm fine

🎸 Chorus:
            F
If you only knew
                                    G
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
                                   Gm7
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
                         C
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
            F
If you only knew
                                    G
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
                                       Gm7
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
                     C
I'm sorry but I need you
            F
If you only knew


🎸 Verse 2:
      F
Oh, I wish I was somebody else
    G
I'm constantly overwhelmed
        Gm7
Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
       C
It's a silent cry for help

            Fm                    G
I wanna get better, I want you to know
             C             Gm7
that I can't Do this on my own


🎸 Chorus:
            F
If you only knew
                                    G
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
                                   Gm7
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
                         C
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
            F
If you only knew
                                    G
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
                                       Gm7
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
                     C
I'm sorry but I need you
            F
If you only knew

                    F                  G
Take me out of this hell, oh, somebody help
                 Gm7               C
take my out this hell, oh, I'm not myself.

        F                                             G
I wanna tell you, what my mind is telling me I should do,
                                    Gm7
that I'm  drunk and all alone in my room here tonight,
                          C
I'm too sad to cry, but I want to,
               N.C.
Oh if you only knew.