Verse : C F C While you were reading the black bible in the sun Am F I was half drunk out the window of a moving city bus G C F Wilder than the devil, like a tiger in the brush G C F Louder than an atom bomb that only you could hush G C F Spinning like the Earth and Moon, but never really touched G C F Alone, the ways I wanted to be loved G C F C You were not enough F C While your head was bowed and hands praying to God Am F I was swinging from the chandeliers like some endangered animal G C F Somewher? in New Orleans on the run G C F Lik? I just won the lottery, with God-knows-what inside of me G C G Hair a mess and shoelaces undone G C F Of all the ways I wanted you G C F C You were not the one
Verse : C F C While they were teaching you how Moses split the sea Am G F I was in an airplane bathroom doing speedballs off the sink G C F High as any angel moving at the speed of sound G C F Someplace over Germany, moving through the clouds G C F Winking back at stewardesses, supplying me with ale G C F Big-hooped golden earrings staying at the same hotel G C F Of all the ways I wanted you to hold me G C F C I could not be held C F C While you were waiting for the doctor in the chair Am F I was stoned riding the cyclone at the Onslow County Fair G C F The stars above us sparkled like they didn't pay the bill G C F Smokes behind the haunted house, chugging stolen beers G C F Cotton candy kisses underneath the ferris wheel G C F Of all the ways you wanted me to feel G C I could never heal C F C While you were waiting in the depot for the train Am F I was asleep on stolen cargo in the back of someone's plane G C F Halfway back from Florida from Cuba in the rain G C F Low enough to feel the water from the spraying waves G C F Underneath the radar hauling crates of pure ******* G C F Hung over and laughing high above The Everglades G C F Of all the ways I wanted to be tamed G C I was just insane Verse : C F C While you were waiting in the lobby for your man Am F I was working at the circus as a garbage man G C F Remembering that winter you were in a long black coat G C F I'm at home with the animals, knife at my own throat G C F You hear the bells of freedom, but the chains all just say "nope" G C F If I was the Titanic, you were pink clouds and blue smoke G C F Rising over Hemingway and in an old man's fishing boat G C F Of all the things I wanted you to be G C F Of all the things I wish that you were now G C F C F G C F C Am F You were not around G C F C You were not around ,