Chords with lyrics
Verse 1:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
you hadn't seen your father in such a long time.
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
he died in the arms of his lover. how dare he ?
FF
your mother never left the house.
DmDm
she never married anyone else
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you took it upon yourself to console her
Verse 2:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
you reminded her so much of your father so you were banished and you
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
wonder why you're so hypersensitive and why you can't trust anyone but us
FF
but then how can i begin to forgive her
DmDm
so many years under bridges with dirty water
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she was foolish and selfish and cowardly if you ask me
Verse 3:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i don't know where to begin in all of my 50 odd years
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i have been silently suffering and adapting perpetuating and enduring
FF
who are you younger generation to tell me
DmDm
that i have unresolved problems
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not many examples of fruits of this type of excruciating labor.
Verse 4:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
how can you just throw words around like grieve and heal and mourn
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i feel fine we may not have been born as awake as you were.
FF
it was much harder in those days
DmDm
we had paper routes uphill both ways
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we went from school to a job to a wife to instant parenthood
Verse 5:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i walked into his office. i felt so self-conscious on the couch.
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
he was sitting down across from me. he was writing down his hypothesis. i don't know.
FF
i've got a loving supportive wife,
DmDm
who doesn't know how involved she should get.
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you say his interjecting was him just calling me on my shit ?
Verse 6:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
just the other day my sweet daughter. i was driving past 203.
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i walked up the stairs in my mind's eye. i remember how they would creak loudly
FF
she was only responsive with a drink.
DmDm
he was only responsive by photo.
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i was only trying to be the best big brother i could
Verse 7:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
i've walked sometimes confused. sometimes ready to crack open wide.
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
sometimes indignant sometimes raw. can you imagine
FF
i pay him 75 dollars an hour
DmDm
sometimes it feels like highway robbery
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and sometimes it's peanuts i wish it could last a couple more hours
Verse 8:
A minorAm Asus2Asus2
so here we both are battling similar demons not coincidentally.
A minorAm
you seen getting beyond knowing it solely intellectually
Asus2Asus2
you're not relinquishing your majesty
FF
you are wise you are warm
DmDm
you are courageous you are big
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and i love you more now than i ever have in my whole life
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