Nick Kwas Christmas Party chords by Sorority Noise

Verse 1:
                             D
I spend a lot of time above water
                                       Bm
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
                       A
Lately that's made me wonder
                     D
If I've given up on trying to be someone new
                           Bm
Because I don't like who I see
                                 A
Each morning when I look in the mirror
                  A
In fact it's the only thing I fear
                             D
That I'm empty inside these bones
                   Bm
I'm not scared of ghosts
                        A
I embrace them all as friends
                         A
Because one day I'll be dead
                       D
And they will know my name
                       Bm
So I've been counting down my life
             A
Existing in hours
                    A
To see what I have left

Chorus:
          D              Bm   A A
If I see 25, I'll be surprised
          D                            Bm
If I see 32, I'll take every letter I wrote to you
                 A A
And bury them alive
          D Bm A A
If I see 44
                             D