Chords with lyrics
Tuning: Standard (E MajorE A augmentedA D MajorD G+G BB E MajorE)
Difficulty: Novice
Intro:
FF E minorEm C majorC
Verse 1:
FF C majorC
I remember looking around a hospital waiting room
FF C majorC
Full of people all absorbed in their own personal catastrophes
FF C majorC
All reading books like Being Mortal, all with a look in their eyes
G+G
And I remember still feeling like, "No, no one can understand"
"No, my devastation is unique"
Chorus:
C majorC
But people get cancer and die
G+G
People get hit by trucks and die
FF
People just living their lives
Get erased for no reason
E minorEm G+G
With the rest of us watching from the side
C majorC
And some people have to survive
G+G
And find a way to feel lucky to still be alive
FF
To sleep through the night
Verse 2:
E minorEm G+G FF
I wrote down all the details of how my house fell apart
FF
How the person I loved got killed by a bad disease
Out of nowhere for no reason and me living in the blast zone
A minorAm
With our daughter and etcetera
I made these songs
C majorC
And the next thing I knew I was standing in the dirt
Under the desert sky at night outside Phoenix
A minorAm
At a music festival that had paid to fly me in
To play these death songs to a bunch of young people on drugs
C majorC
Standing in the dust next to an idling bus
With Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the distance
A minorAm
I had stayed up til three
A minorAm
Talking to Weyes Blood and Father John Misty
About songwriting in the backstage bungalows
C majorC
Eating fruit and jumping on the bed like lost children
Exploding across the earth in a self-indulgent all-consuming
A minorAm
Wreck of ideas that blot out the stars
To be still alive felt so absurd
Chorus:
C majorC
People get cancer and die
G+G
People get hit by trucks and die
FF
People just living their lives get erased for no reason
E minorEm G+G
With the rest of us averting our eyes
Interlude:
C majorC G+G FF
Bridge:
E minorEm C majorC
When I was leaning on Skrillex's tour bus waiting for the hotel shuttle in the middle of the night
A minorAm
I barely knew who I was
E minorEm
I looked up and saw Orion wielding a club and a shield
And there you were again:
G+G
Majestic dead wife
A minorAm
As my grief becomes calcified, frozen in stories
And in these songs I keep singing, numbing it down
G+G
The unsingable real memories of you
And the feral eruptions of sobbing
FF E minorEm C majorC
These waves hit less frequently
FF E minorEm C majorC
They thin and then they are gone
FF E minorEm C majorC
You are gone and then your echo is gone
FF E minorEm C majorC
And then the crying is gone
C majorC
And what is left but this merchandise?
Interlude:
FF E minorEm C majorC
Outro:
FF E minorEm FF E minorEm C majorC
This is what my life feels like now
FF E minorEm
Like I got abruptly dropped off by the side of the road
C majorC
In the middle of a long horrible ride
FF E minorEm C majorC FF
In a hot van that was too full of confident chattering dudes
G+G C majorC FF E minorEm C majorC
And the sound of tires receding
G+G FF E minorEm
Taking in the night air I say
C majorC
"Now only"