Colton Ryan Cast - Where I'm At chords by Soundtracks

• Capo on 3rd

C       Em       D
	O-oh O-o-oh

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I havent figured out a decent word

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To take the lead of the phrase to describe this thought

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It's a word with a "dis-" like a thick disorder

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A disease, disappointment, disaster, distraught

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Disruptive and draining,

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The paint on the walls of my brain is all flakey and peeling away

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Foundation is shaking

 D
Through smiles that im faking

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Im achingly trying to get through each day

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These struggles are backed by the fact that compassion is lacking

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Like the true definition of real understanding falls flat

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Theres a sky up above but I see it all shaking and cracking

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Through the cracks I see no answer

               Em        G
I dont know where im at


N.C.You're probably wondering, "uh why?
N.C.Why would you wanna kill yourself?"
N.C.Uh that's a great question
N.C.It's like I hear this relentless buzzing, and it just gets louder, and louder and LOUBER

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As it start to build, you cant look down

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Standing off, clench your jaw, you lost sight of normal

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Try to stay somewhere safe like your childhood memories

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Too bad you cant escape the mental thunderstorm

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The days on repeat,

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Every week with a shrink

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Face-to-face with a doctor whose interest depleted

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Sessions complete with the same stupid question

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All therapists ask without skipping a beat

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With zero finesse,

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Every shrink has expressed

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Their endorsement of pills that make life less depressing

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Addressing my stresses

       D
And pressures

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Subjectively seems like what doctors might do when theyre guessing

 Em                      C                           D
Seventeen years and emotions are scattered and raging

 Em                            C
Numbing the pain with the pill

                  G
Till stabilitys flat

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But numbing the pain is just dumbing me down, nothings changing

              G               D
Im staring blankly at the walls

               Em        G
I dont know where im at


N.C.And you think!
N.C.Getting older will make ALL of this easier.
N.C.It doesnt.
N.C.Getting older just means more responsibilities.
N.C.And more responsibilities, less help.

   D                         Em
Frustrations turn into a dim-lit light

             C
On in the middle of a room at night

                             G
Cant see the little bit of glow,

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No

  Em
Wrong or right, no one seems to bother asking

  C                                      G
If we might need a little middle-of-a-road

                D
How could you know?

                        C
I guess you had to be there

     D                    C
I guess you had to be there

                   Em        G
And that's just where im at

          F              C
Always scared of my potential

          F              C
Never get how im essential

              Em        G
Yeah thats where im at

          F                       C
Where youre force-fed what they hand you

          F                       C
Where your friends dont understand you

  Em                                  G
Wrong or right, no one seems to bother asking

  C             D                          G
If we might need a little middle-of-the-road

                D
How could you know

        Em        G
Just where im at

              F                    C
Where your friends dont care about you

              F                    C
Where theyre better off without you

           Em        G
Look at where im at

             F                  C
Where your mom and dad dont get you

          F                C
Try to live but then forget to

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Oh O-oh O-o-oh

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Oh O-oh O-o-oh

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Can you blame me?

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I know this cant be right

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I stomach down and no wonder I lost my appetite

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They try to save me

 Em
No one keeps me up at night

N.C.They think they know whats best for me
N.C.But they dont know

  Em         G
Where im at!


N.C.To sum up, im 17 years old.
N.C.I dont know anything about most things but here's what i do know.

   Em         G
(Where im at!)


N.C.Im a literal piece of wallpaper!
N.C.A cog in a wheel in a machine thats irrelevant.

   Em         G
(Where im at!)


N.C.I have enough anxiety to fill a crater in the moon. And im running out of options.
N.C.Or maybe, ive already run out.

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Burnt-down light, up in the attic

          C
So youre up all night

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Put out the little bit of glow

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So

 Em
Thats just life, thrown in the middle of a

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Losing fight,

                                 G
Stuck but theyre forcing us to grow

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So

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Dim-lit light

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On in the middle of a room at night

                             G
Cant see the little bit of glow

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So

 Em
No wrong or right

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No one seems to bother asking if we might

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Need a little middle-of-the-road

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How could you know?

                         C
I guess you had to be there


N.C.Hi! Im Craig Gilner
N.C.I always look like im about to cry
N.C.So I move the muscles on my face to make me smile!
N.C.And that's my life!

                Em         G
Yeah, this is where im at!

                G
Any questions?