Colton Ryan Cast - Where I'm At chords by Soundtracks

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• Capo on 3rd

C majorC    E minorEm    D MajorD
	O-oh O-o-oh

 G+G
I havent figured out a decent word

 FF
To take the lead of the phrase to describe this thought

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It's a word with a "dis-" like a thick disorder

 FF
A augmentedA disease, disappointment, disaster, distraught

 C majorC
Disruptive and draining,

 D MajorD                       FF
The paint on the walls of my brain is all flakey and peeling away

 C majorC
Foundation is shaking

 D MajorD
Through smiles that im faking

 FF
Im achingly trying to get through each day

 G+G                 C majorC             D MajorD
These struggles are backed by the fact that compassion is lacking

 G+G                C majorC            FF
Like the true definition of real understanding falls flat

 C majorC              G+G              D MajorD
Theres a sky up above but I see it all shaking and cracking

 G+G                        D MajorD
Through the cracks I see no answer

        E minorEm    G+G
I dont know where im at


N.C.You're probably wondering, "uh why?
N.C.Why would you wanna kill yourself?"
N.C.Uh that's a great question
N.C.It's like I hear this relentless buzzing, and it just gets louder, and louder and LOUBER

 G+G
As it start to build, you cant look down

 FF
Standing off, clench your jaw, you lost sight of normal

 G+G
Try to stay somewhere safe like your childhood memories

 FF                  G+G     FF
Too bad you cant escape the mental thunderstorm

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The days on repeat,

    D MajorD
Every week with a shrink

     G+G             FF
Face-to-face with a doctor whose interest depleted

 G+G              D MajorD
Sessions complete with the same stupid question

 G+G            FF
All therapists ask without skipping a beat

   G+G
With zero finesse,

    D MajorD
Every shrink has expressed

    FF                     G+G
Their endorsement of pills that make life less depressing

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Addressing my stresses

    D MajorD
And pressures

        G+G               D MajorD         FF
Subjectively seems like what doctors might do when theyre guessing

 E minorEm           C majorC              D MajorD
Seventeen years and emotions are scattered and raging

 E minorEm              C majorC
Numbing the pain with the pill

         G+G
Till stabilitys flat

    FF             C majorC             D MajorD
But numbing the pain is just dumbing me down, nothings changing

       G+G        D MajorD
Im staring blankly at the walls

        E minorEm    G+G
I dont know where im at

N.C.And you think!
N.C.Getting older will make ALL of this easier.
N.C.It doesnt.
N.C.Getting older just means more responsibilities.
N.C.And more responsibilities, less help.

  D MajorD             E minorEm
Frustrations turn into a dim-lit light

       C majorC
On in the middle of a room at night

               G+G
Cant see the little bit of glow,

 BB
No

 E minorEm
Wrong or right, no one seems to bother asking

 C majorC                   G+G
If we might need a little middle-of-a-road

        D MajorD
How could you know?

            C majorC
I guess you had to be there

   D MajorD          C majorC
I guess you had to be there

          E minorEm    G+G
And that's just where im at

     FF       C majorC
Always scared of my potential

     FF       C majorC
Never get how im essential

       E minorEm    G+G
Yeah thats where im at

     FF            C majorC
Where youre force-fed what they hand you

     FF            C majorC
Where your friends dont understand you

 E minorEm                 G+G
Wrong or right, no one seems to bother asking

 C majorC       D MajorD             G+G
If we might need a little middle-of-the-road

        D MajorD
How could you know

    E minorEm    G+G
Just where im at

       FF          C majorC
Where your friends dont care about you

       FF          C majorC
Where theyre better off without you

      E minorEm    G+G
Look at where im at

       FF         C majorC
Where your mom and dad dont get you

     FF        C majorC
Try to live but then forget to

 C majorC  E minorEm    D MajorD
Oh O-oh O-o-oh

 C majorC  E minorEm    D MajorD
Oh O-oh O-o-oh

 C majorC
Can you blame me?

 E minorEm
I know this cant be right

 D MajorD
I stomach down and no wonder I lost my appetite

 C majorC
They try to save me

 E minorEm
No one keeps me up at night

N.C.They think they know whats best for me
N.C.But they dont know

 E minorEm     G+G
Where im at!


N.C.To sum up, im 17 years old.
N.C.I dont know anything about most things but here's what i do know.

  E minorEm     G+G
(Where im at!)


N.C.Im a literal piece of wallpaper!
N.C.A cog in a wheel in a machine thats irrelevant.

  E minorEm     G+G
(Where im at!)


N.C.I have enough anxiety to fill a crater in the moon. And im running out of options.
N.C.Or maybe, ive already run out.

 E minorEm
Burnt-down light, up in the attic

     C majorC
So youre up all night

              G+G
Put out the little bit of glow

 BB
So

 E minorEm
Thats just life, thrown in the middle of a

 C majorC
Losing fight,

                 G+G
Stuck but theyre forcing us to grow

 D MajorD
So

 E minorEm
Dim-lit light

 C majorC
On in the middle of a room at night

               G+G
Cant see the little bit of glow

 BB
So

 E minorEm
No wrong or right

 C majorC
No one seems to bother asking if we might

               G+G
Need a little middle-of-the-road

         D MajorD
How could you know?

             C majorC
I guess you had to be there


N.C.Hi! Im Craig Gilner
N.C.I always look like im about to cry
N.C.So I move the muscles on my face to make me smile!
N.C.And that's my life!

        E minorEm     G+G
Yeah, this is where im at!

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Any questions?