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Key: C
Intro:
C
Verse 1:
C
Was loving me so hard for you
C2/D
Was it just something you had to do
Am
12 years old with so much to prove
F
I was set up to lose
C
When you own up to the things you did
C2/D
I blame me for our relationship
Am F
But I was only a fucking Kid
Dm Em F
And If I let go of all my anger for you
Dm C F
I’d still be a mess, but I won’t have an excuse
Chorus:
C
I can’t change it
G
Who I’ve become yeah you hate it
Am
But you were the one that created
F
The girl that I know you can’t stand
C
And I’m guilty
G
Of being the burden, you carry
Am
And for having no meaning of family
F
Always the girl you can’t understand
Verse 2:
C
Been my job and saw my pain
C2/D
One wrong word the walls would shake
Am F
Shutting up was the thing that kept me safe
C
And I tell myself it’s all my fault
C2/D
That I’m the one that built these walls
Am F
Regretting love inside my living hell
Dm Em F
‘cause I can’t let go of all my anger for you
Dm C F
And I’m still a mess what the fuck do I do
Chorus:
C
I can’t change it
G
Who I’ve become yeah you hate it
Am
But you were the one that created
F
The girl that I know you can’t stand
C
And I’m guilty
G
Of being the burden, you carry
Am
And for having no meaning of family
F
Always the girl you can’t understand
Bridge:
Am7 Bdim
Oh, I hold my breath so that you can breathe
C F
Tell me love meant pain so I learnt to bleed
Am7 Bdim C F
Like I drained my veins while your hands stay clean
Am7 Bdim
Oh, I never see what you did to me
C F
Now I beg for love begging to be seen
Am7 Bdim C F
And I’m scared to death of the mum I’ll be
Chorus:
C
I can’t change it
G
Who I’ve become yeah you hate it
Am
But you were the one that created
F
The girl that I know you can’t stand
C
And I’m guilty
G
Of being the burden, you carry
Am
And for having no meaning of family
F
Always the girl you can’t understand
Song History
Published: November 26, 2025
Last Updated: November 26, 2025