Chords with lyrics
A minorAm
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
My legs are too thick and then they're too small
Fmaj7Fmaj7 C majorC
I'm everything I hate and then I'm nothing at all
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I want him to see me, I want him to stay
Fmaj7Fmaj7 C majorC
But if he says he wants me I will push him away
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I skip my dinner, I paint my face
C majorC G+G
He picks me up, we stay up late
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I close the door, I've lost my way
C majorC G+G
So I drown myself in pain
Fmaj7Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
A minorAm G+G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I use it all to dry up the flood
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
C majorC G+G
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I search for a high, a way to get by
Fmaj7Fmaj7 C majorC
They'll judge no matter what so I don't really mind
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I'm never enough so I act like I'm tough
Fmaj7Fmaj7 C majorC
But on the inside, I just wanna cry
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I weigh myself, I stuff my face
C majorC G+G
I'm half alive, I'm so ashamed
Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I kiss him once, I feel nothing
C majorC G+G
So I do it all again
Fmaj7Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
A minorAm G+G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I use it all to dry up the flood
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
Fmaj7Fmaj7
They judge me like we're not the same
A minorAm G+G
At least I know, I'??m in this game
Fmaj7Fmaj7
We run, we hide, we feel, we cry
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
You can't deny, you feel the pain
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
Distractions won't take it away
C majorC G+G
Fmaj7Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
A minorAm G+G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C majorC E minorEm Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
I use it all to dry up the flood
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7 A minorAm
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C majorC G+G Fmaj7Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
A minorAm G+G FF F x2