Chords with lyrics
Verse 1:
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My dad told me he hoped that he lived long enough
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To see me happy again
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I didn't know what to say to that
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So all I said back was, "yeah, me too."
AbAb
I wanna smile without hesitations
Absus2Absus2
Laugh without any reservations
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Say I'm fine and mean it
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I wanna be happy like I know I should be
Absus2Absus2 DbDb
I'm sorry truly my sadness makes you sad too
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And since I can't happy for me
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I wanna be happy for you
Transition:
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb x2
Verse 1:
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
People tell me I look happier
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It feels like a lie
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Maybe I'm just better at hiding it now
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
Or maybe this is what healing feels like
Pre-chorus:
Eb MajorEb Eb MajorEb
Maybe all that it is is not knowing what it is
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Until you do it
Eb MajorEb Eb MajorEb
I was hurting so bad for so long
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And then I wasn't before I knew it
Chorus:
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
And there was no--- graduation day
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No clear finish line
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
Just me working at healing my hurting
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
And wondering if I'll be method acting for the rest of my life
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb x2
Verse 2:
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
People tell me I look happier
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
And now I think I do too
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
Either that or I'm a damn good actor
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Cause even I've got myself fooled
Pre-chorus:
Eb MajorEb DbDb
At some point
I stopped having to pretend to be fine
Eb MajorEb
I don't know when it happened
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But someday method acting turned into real life
Chorus:
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
And there was no---- graduation day
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
I don't know and I don't care where I crossed the finish line
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb
Because healing is learning that healing from hurting
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Was only a matter of time
Outro:
AbAb F minorFm Fm7Fm7 Eb MajorEb
It was only a matter of
AbAb F minorFm Fm7Fm7 Eb MajorEb
It was only a matter of
AbAb F minorFm Fm7Fm7 Eb MajorEb
It was only a matter of
AbAb F minorFm Fm7Fm7 Eb MajorEb
It was only a matter of
AbAb F minorFm Fm7Fm7 Eb MajorEb
It was only a matter of
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm AbAb x3
AbAb CaugCaug F minorFm
It was only ever a matter of time