Chords with lyrics
🎸 Verse 1:
C Dm
my entire self is built from praise I received in adolescence
F G
and the ever growing fear that I'm just getting less impressive
C Dm
they told me I was special, never taught me how to not be
F G
I'll fly straight into the sun baby it's to late to stop me
🎸 Verse 2:
C Dm
top of the class to the bottom of the barrel
F G
I'm drowning in the plot of my forever dress rehearsal
C Dm
had my piece of cake but I can't stomach bread and butter
F G
take my better self to bed just to hide under the covers
🎸 Chorus:
G C Dm F G
am I a burnt out former gifted kid or just a lazy narcissist?
C Dm F G
was I always gonna be like this? Is it something we could have avoided?
C Dm
my identity rests on each performance
F G
real is a risk and I can't afford it
C Dm
I need your love and to ignore it
F G
now clap
🎸 Verse 3:
C Dm
I retrace my steps follow a trail of perfect scores
F G
and I'm unsurprised to realize that I've always been this bored
C Dm
always obsessed with winning, proud of not having to try
F G
imprisoned in perception, hate the self I won't apply
🎸 Verse 4:
C Dm
I'll do almost anything to avoid being alone
F G
with all that "so much potential" and the half assed seeds I've sown
C Dm
it's like the opposite of stage fright, a fear still undefined
F G
try to think about it like reading a strangers mind
🎸 Chorus:
G C Dm F G
am I a burnt out former gifted kid or just a lazy narcissist?
C Dm F G
was I always gonna be like this? is it something we could have avoided?
C Dm
my identity rests on each performance
F G
real is a risk and I can't afford it
C Dm
I need your love and to ignore it
F G
Now Clap
🎸 Verse 5:
C Dm
the writings on the fourth wall, the stage is growing fragile
F G
but I need to see you see me or reality unravels
C Dm
a string of desperate measures, a tangled can’t grow up
F G
I’ll implode if you ignore me, any excuse to self destruct
🎸 Verse 6:
C Dm
it's a lonely vain exhibit, a burning house of glass
F G
nothing I do really matters 'til I share it with the class
C Dm
I had barely learned to tie it before the other shoe was dropping
F G
compulsive causing scenes cause I'm not real if you're not watching
🎸 Chorus:
G C Dm F G
am I a burnt out former gifted kid or just a lazy narcissist?
C Dm F G
was I always gonna be like this? is it something we could have avoided?
C Dm
my identity rests on each performance
F G
real is a risk and I can't afford it
C Dm
I need your love and to ignore it
F G C
Now CLAP