Chords with lyrics
♫ Intro:
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7 F#sus2F#sus2
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BB|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
G+G|------6----6/8----------5---5b6b5-3\1----------3-1-------------------------|
D MajorD|------6--------6--------6------------------6-------3-------6---------------|
A augmentedA|------8-----------------4------------------4---------------4---------------|
E MajorE|--6-6-6-------------4-4----------------2x2----2-------2x2--2---------------|
♫ Verse 1:
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
If only the drinks understood what I’ve been through
F#sus2F#sus2
If only my attempts to blot you out didn’t hurt my health
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
If only I learned how to love what I died to
F#sus2F#sus2
Then maybe I’d learn how to hate what I do to myself
♫ Pre-Chorus:
A#m7A#m7
‘Cause I remember trips we took
C#Maj7C#maj7
Like we just got home yesterday
F#sus2F#sus2
I revisit our old pictures
Like the headstone on our grave
A#m7A#m7
I remember gifts I gave you
C#Maj7C#maj7
On your birthday at the beach
F#sus2F#sus2
The engraving on your watch
A#m7A#m7 F#sus2F#sus2
That marked our anniversary
♫ Chorus:
A#m7A#m7
When does the healing start?
C#Maj7C#maj7
How long do I have to feel this low?
F#sus2F#sus2
Why don’t I protect my heart?
F#sus2F#sus2
I can’t remember ever feeling so alone
♫ Verse 2:
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
Why doesn’t God show His face when I need Him to?
F#sus2F#sus2
I wish I had the strength to ask Him where He went
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
‘Cause then maybe He’d welcome me home, like a father would
F#sus2F#sus2
And maybe I wouldn’t be sitting here, oh, so spent
♫ Pre-Chorus:
A#m7A#m7
‘Cause I remember back in Sunday school
C#Maj7C#maj7
That He was in control
F#sus2F#sus2
So I confessed Him with my mouth
But that was fourteen years ago
A#m7A#m7
I remember nights when I would cry
C#Maj7C#maj7
Alone beneath the moon
F#sus2F#sus2
Oh, if only I could find the strength
A#m7A#m7 F#sus2F#sus2
To ask Him, “Where were You ”
♫ Chorus:
A#m7A#m7
When does the healing start?
C#Maj7C#maj7
How long do I have to feel this low?
F#sus2F#sus2
Why don’t I protect my heart?
F#sus2F#sus2
I can’t remember ever feeling so alone
{Instrumental]
♫ Chorus:
A#m7A#m7
When does the healing start?
C#Maj7C#maj7
How long do I have to feel this low?
F#sus2F#sus2
Why don’t I protect my heart?
F#sus2F#sus2
I can’t remember ever feeling so alone
♫ Outro:
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
If only I’d seen how you looked when I told you
F#sus2F#sus2
That I wouldn’t leave you no matter how dark it got
A#m7A#m7 C#Maj7C#maj7
Then maybe I’d have seen it coming, my lover
F#sus2F#sus2 A#A#
Maybe I’d have avoided becoming somebody I’m not