I'm Almost Happy Here chords by Hotel Books

Verse:
E                        D  F#m                                  Bm          C#  Bm
I think I'm almost happy here, but I will never regret venturing despite fear
A                G#                                 E                     D     F#m
Because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive, so if this is reality, then I guess
                   Bm                              C#  Bm
I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died
A               G#                       E
Cause sometimes I feel like nothing, and nothing ever changes
             D       F#m
When changes consume me through these changing stages
Bm                       C#   Bm                 A      G#
Everything we could have done differently is now just a memory
E                                        D  F#m                                                         Bm
And the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope and it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken
        C#   Bm       A
Through this constant collapse, the thought of relapse

Pre-Verse:
G#                             F#
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea
A                 G#                 F#
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea

Verse:
          E                               D   F#m                                        Bm          C#
With this saltwater for blood and fear of falling in love, I'm almost happy here but I'm still moving
  Bm              A   G#
I just want us to run wild, young beauty
E                        D F#m                                  Bm                         C#
Because I always thought I would be okay, and some days I still feel the same, but everyday
Bm                  A         G#             E                              D  F#m
The same way I feel afraid to embrace grace, cause I know I don't deserve it
                                 Bm                C#    Bm   A          G#
And I know that I can't earn this, and I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within
E                          D   F#m
But it's a a given to even someone as sick as me
Bm                C#  Bm      A
Now I can breathe seeing that I'm not living in apathy

Pre-Verse:
G#                         F#m
So I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea
A                 G#           F#m
I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea

Verse:
F#m
Come with me
F#m                                                            A
And I hope I stay alive because ghosts can't love through this broke love and turn to above
E                                F#m                                                                      A
In a quick dash, feel the impact on this car crash, and pray to God I can be forgiven and have my friends back
E                                     F#m
Where we sleep is where we dream, and I haven't slept for days
REM cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room,
A                                                  E
Thinking of how much greener the grass would be if I became a touring act some day
F#m
But now I'm dreaming or sinking, most nights they feel the same since I can lose one friend,
A                                                   E
Lose all friends and still not keep those demons at bay
                              F#m
And I said all my friends are trees, with the roots in the earth,
                                                                  A
What hurts is that the branches in a community, we've labeled our hearts into a collective seam,
E                                          F#m
Into a collective faithless dream of empty courage and empty hearts
Hollow light, hollow lovers, always falling apart.
A                                       E
So I'll love life and let go and try my best to understand there's nothing new to know
F#m
Though I didn't say it's true, I still feel the same, like I died with you.
A                                       E                                      F#m
And I feel the strain, taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards, I'll beg for more,
                                                            A
And pray this isn't just a retrospective moment. Not just a soul begging for catharsis,
    E
But rather the start of a new me and a real movement
F#m