Chords with lyrics
No capo
Verse 1:
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
Well I turned 13 seven years ago
G#G# D#D# F minorFm
That was the first time I felt I didn't have a home
F minorFm G#G#
'Cause razor blades and pairs of scissors
D#D# F minorFm
strung out on my desk
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
And when I told you you put them in the closet
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
Next to a notebook where I would pour my love
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
You took it away from me but I didn't give it up
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
And now I wish that I could read those love letters I wrote
F minorFm G#G# D#D# G#G#
Her handwriting was atrocious but it made me comfortable
Chorus:
F minorFm C#C# G#G#
And I spent three years just holding on for dear life
F minorFm C#C# G#G#
I spent the next three after that just trying to make this life mine
G#G# D#D# F minorFm D#D#
I started smoking cigarettes and I started doing drugs
F minorFm D#D# C#C# C minorCm F minorFm
I would do anything to fill the hole that once housed your love
Verse 2:
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
And then I went to college and things started getting worse
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
I cut off contact and I started drinking more
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
And I think it helped for a little while Christine would help me through the
pain
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
But then I'd wake up so hungover and full of hate
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
And my dad thinks I don't like him and I can't say that's not true
F minorFm G#G# D#D# F minorFm
'Cause after everything that's happened it's getting harder to forgive you
G#G# D#D# F minorFm D#D#
And my sisters are moving far away, I think they're trying to keep their
distance
G#G# D#D# F minorFm G#G#
They've been warned what I might say by my parents
Chorus:
F minorFm C#C# G#G#
And I spent three years just holding on for dear life
F minorFm C#C# G#G#
I spent the next three after that just trying to make this life mine
G#G# D#D# C#C# F minorFm
I started smoking cigarettes and I started doing drugs
F minorFm D#D# C#C# C minorCm F minorFm
I would do anything to fill the hole that once housed your love
Chorus 2:
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know all about Victoria
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know everything I was keeping secret
C#C# F minorFm D#D# G#G#
Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems
F minorFm C#C# C minorCm D#D#
Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen
Bridge:
C#C#
And now I'm disconnected with everyone I love
G#G#
I started playing it off like I was cooler and tough
D#D#
I started rolling with the wrong crowd doing drugs
F minorFm
I started hating myself instead of picking you up
C#C#
And now I am pushing away everyone that I love
G#G#
I started telling myself that I was more than enough
D#D#
I started rolling with the wrong crowd killing cops
F minorFm
I started hating myself instead of falling in love
C#C#
And now I'm disconnected with everyone I love
G#G#
I started playing it off like I was cooler and tough
D#D#
I started rolling with the wrong crowd doing drugs
F minorFm
I started hating myself instead of picking you up
C#C#
And now I am pushing away everyone that I love
G#G#
I started telling myself that I was more than enough
D#D#
I started rolling with the wrong crowd killing cops
F minorFm C minorCm
I started hating myself instead of falling in love
Chorus 2:
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know all about Victoria
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know everything I was keeping secret
C#C# F minorFm D#D# G#G#
Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems
F minorFm C#C# C minorCm D#D#
Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know all about Victoria
F minorFm C#C# D#D# G#G#
And I know you know everything I was keeping secret
C#C# F minorFm D#D# G#G#
Underneath the surface it's much more than what it seems
F minorFm C#C# C minorCm D#D#
Dad that's the saddest smile that I think I've ever seen