Chords with lyrics
Tuning: Standard (E MajorE A augmentedA D MajorD G+G BB E MajorE)
Intro:
Em* C* D*
Verse:
E minorEm D MajorD
I cry alone in the night so you don't have to see my tears
And I'm the most unstable when I'm controlled by my fears
Cmaj7Cmaj7 C majorC
I hate how my body is so I avoid these mirrors
And I'm not so happy, things aren't always as they appear
E minorEm
The fog is slowly gone and it's becoming all so clear
D MajorD
The version of my happy self is no longer near
C majorC
Feeling this way for the entirety of a year
So I listen as the sadness whispers things in my ears
E minorEm
I rip myself away into a lonely empty hole
D MajorD
And you take yourself away as I sell my whole soul
Cmaj7Cmaj7 C majorC
Digging into this deprеssion like a crying little mole
I fall down an еternal fireman's pole
E minorEm
Driving on this road alone it's already 3 am
D MajorD
My headlights try their best to push through the dark I'm trapped in
Cmaj7Cmaj7
But the ghosts of the past stand ahead my racing car
C majorC E minorEm
They creep and they haunt and keep my thoughts and me from going all too far
My emotional comfort runs full out of gas
D MajorD
And I'm stuck here in the cold wonder how long I can last
C majorC
So I bang my head to get the demons out upon the shattered glass
Hoping I won't survive this mental bash
E minorEm
I hike down this path and arrive at the witch's altar
D MajorD
I bow and worship this sadness that has become my martyr
C majorC
She whispers in my ear why have you done this and what have you done
Why couldn't you have made the right choice for once
E minorEm
So I scream and I sob and I fall into this hole
D MajorD
My breath leaves my chest as I hit the worm filled soil
C majorC
I see the stars and they tell me I don't deserve my soul
And let me tell you it's real fucking hard to get out of a hole when they take
EM
When they take, when they take away your rope
They sell happiness all wrapped inside a pill
D MajorD
So I keep writing these poems just to feel something still
G+G
This can't be happening, no this can't be real
C majorC
But I condemned myself to this place, myself I have sealed
E minorEm
So I sprint in the dark to shrivel up all by myself
D MajorD
And I look at all these people, how we're all unkept
G+G
Secrets from my past come rising to the top
C majorC
And one day I'll throw myself off the ledge in order to make it stop
E minorEm
And they sell joy all wrapped inside a pill
D MajorD
Our own unique character our consumption will slowly kill
G+G
Just swallow it down before you break the rules too hard
C*
And stay right there, stay inside your own backyard
Em*
I want to leave this place, and never return
D*
I want to leave this place, take my past and let it burn
C*
I want to leave this place, and leave no rock unturned
Until one day I can make it stop
Em*
Yeah I can make it stop
Outro:
D* C* Em*
D* C* G*
C* G*