Wish I Could Cry chords by Citizen Soldier

♫ Verse 1:
        Bmaj7                         C6sus4
Built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty
     Gm7
Lost purpose running from my pain
         Bmaj7                     C6sus4
I made a prison shining trauma and never found Nirvana
     Gm7
Sold cyanide for novacaine


♫ Pre-Chorus:
                 Bmaj7                C6sus4
I've learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything
Gm7
 I'm just a cage of skin that threw away the key
Bmaj7                C6sus4
 To fall apart right now that'd feel like ecstasy but
Gm7
 These walls weren't built to break

♫ Chorus:
                           Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
                           Badd9
I really wish that I could let this out
        B
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
        C
I'm too good at holding them down
                           Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
                            Badd9
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
      B
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
        C
But the silence is making me drown
                          Bmaj7
I really wish that I could cry
C6sus4                      Gm7
 I really wish that I could cry


♫ Verse 2:
            Bmaj7                     C6sus4
I've had to wear a thousand faces, be fake to just replace this
Gm7
Panic that my past holds tight
          Bmaj7                             C6sus4
Now every feeling's lost it's flavor 'cause I feel so much safer
   Gm7
As frozen than in fight or flight


♫ Pre-Chorus:
                 Bmaj7               C6sus4
I've learned that I'd rather suffer, I would rather agonize
Gm7
 Than lose the little things just for the alibi
Bmaj7                 C6sus4
 That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
Gm7
 I'm living not alive


♫ Chorus:
                           Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
                           Badd9
I really wish that I could let this out
        B
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
        C
I'm too good at holding them down
                           Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
                            Badd9
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
      B
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
        C
But the silence is making me drown


♫ Bridge:
   Gm7                          Badd9
My life is full of love but I'm empty
       B                      B
'Cause I've been so afraid of remembering
       Gm7                     Badd9
I just want to break down, I'm ready
   B      C
So let me please


♫ Chorus:
                           G5
I really wish that I could cry right now
                           B5
I really wish that I could let this out (Let this out)
        B5
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
        C5
I'm too good at holding them down
                           G5
I really wish that I could cry right now (Cry right now)
                            B5
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how (Forgotten how)
      B5
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
        C
But the silence is making me drown
                          N.C.
I really wish that I could cry