I'm Not Okay Ukulele chords by Citizen Soldier

Tuning: G C E A (G C E A)

Verse 1:
            A#m
Tonight the monsters in my head
              G#       F#
Are screaming so damn loud
            A#m
But I built walls so high
        C#                F#
So they never even make a sound


Pre-Chorus 1:
       A#m
It's a mask, it's a lie
         G#                  F#
It's the only home I've ever known
            D#m
Cause being who I really am
         F#
Has only left me more alone

Chorus:
A#m  F#   C#
I am not okay
      F#          C#
And I need you to see it
A#m       F#      C#
I have so much to say
    F#        C#
And no one to hear it
D#m               Fm
The reason I keep quiet
                 F#
With so much at stake
D#m                  Fm
I always feel like a burden
               F#
Let it silence me
D#m                Fm
You'll never understand
                   F#
Why its so hard to say
         A#m
I'm not okay


Verse 2:
               A#m                       G#
I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on the surface
            F#
Any kind of proof
          A#m                       C#            F#
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
            A#m
My life's invisible abuse
           G#                Fm
I'm either judged or have to hide
          D#m
The only symptom you can see
           F#
Is I don't wanna be alive


Chorus:
A#m  F#  C#
I am not okay
      F#          C#
And I need you to see it
A#m       F#      C#
I have so much to say
    F#        C#
And no one to hear it
D#m               Fm
The reason I keep quiet
                 F#
With so much at stake
D#m                  Fm
I always feel like a burden
               F#
Let it silence me
D#n                Fm
You'll never understand
                   F#
Why its so hard to say


Pre-Chorus 2:
           G#
I'll never have the words
  A#m                F#
I can't explain this hell
               G#
But what if it kills me
     A#m         C#
If I keep it to myself
    F#
To myself


Chorus:
A#m  F#  C#
I am not okay
      F#          C#
And I need you to see it
A#m       F#      C#
I have so much to say
    F#        C#       D#m
And no one to hear it
         C#
I'm not okay
         F#
I'm not okay
          C#
I'm never safe
           D#m
It's not a phase
     A#m     C#
If I finally break
                F#
Would you still stay


Outro:
            A#m
Tonight the monsters in my head
              C#      F#
Are screaming so damn loud