Chords with lyrics
♫ Verse 1:
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
Built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty
Gm7Gm7
Lost purpose running from my pain
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
I made a prison shining trauma and never found Nirvana
Gm7Gm7
Sold cyanide for novacaine
♫ Pre-Chorus:
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
I've learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything
Gm7Gm7
I'm just a cage of skin that threw away the key
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
To fall apart right now that'd feel like ecstasy but
Gm7Gm7
These walls weren't built to break
♫ Chorus:
Gm7Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
Badd9Badd9
I really wish that I could let this out
BB
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
C majorC
I'm too good at holding them down
Gm7Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
Badd9Badd9
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
BB
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
C majorC
But the silence is making me drown
BMaj7Bmaj7
I really wish that I could cry
C6sus4 Gm7Gm7
I really wish that I could cry
♫ Verse 2:
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
I've had to wear a thousand faces, be fake to just replace this
Gm7Gm7
Panic that my past holds tight
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
Now every feeling's lost it's flavor 'cause I feel so much safer
Gm7Gm7
As frozen than in fight or flight
♫ Pre-Chorus:
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
I've learned that I'd rather suffer, I would rather agonize
Gm7Gm7
Than lose the little things just for the alibi
BMaj7Bmaj7 C6sus4
That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
Gm7Gm7
I'm living not alive
♫ Chorus:
Gm7Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
Badd9Badd9
I really wish that I could let this out
BB
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
C majorC
I'm too good at holding them down
Gm7Gm7
I really wish that I could cry right now
Badd9Badd9
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
BB
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
C majorC
But the silence is making me drown
♫ Bridge:
Gm7Gm7 Badd9Badd9
My life is full of love but I'm empty
BB BB
'Cause I've been so afraid of remembering
Gm7Gm7 Badd9Badd9
I just want to break down, I'm ready
BB C majorC
So let me please
♫ Chorus:
G5G5
I really wish that I could cry right now
B5B5
I really wish that I could let this out (Let this out)
B5B5
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
C5C5
I'm too good at holding them down
G5G5
I really wish that I could cry right now (Cry right now)
B5B5
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how (Forgotten how)
B5B5
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
C majorC
But the silence is making me drown
N.C.
I really wish that I could cry