I Don't Feel Alive chords by Chelsea Cutler

♫ Verse 1:
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  Skin and bones, stomach aches
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  Lucid dreams, hold my breath

When I'm wide awake
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  Connecticut, dissociate
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  Maybe I should buy a house

In a town upstate

♫ Pre-Chorus:
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If I could, I'd wake myself up when I Am somebody that I'm proud of

♫ Chorus 1:
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I'm getting undressed for my lover
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And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
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  I'm reading books and drinking coffee
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Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
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The water goes downhill, and still
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I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
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And I don't feel alive,  no, I don't feel alive

♫ Verse 2:
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  Telehealth, TV episodes
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  Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow
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  Validate, what I know
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  What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go

♫ Pre-Chorus:
Gm               G              C     G/Gm    Bm    G         C
If I could, I'd wake myself up when I Am somebody that I'm proud of

♫ Chorus 2:
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I’m paying three different psychologists
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Trying to remember who I told what story to
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I’m writing feelings in a journal
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Cuz' that’s what people who have their **** together seem to do
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The water goes downhill, and still
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I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
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And I don't feel alive,  no, I don't feel alive

♫ Post-Chorus:
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I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
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I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs

♫ Chorus 3:
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I’m learning how to set my boundaries
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How to have compassion for myself and for my mind
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I’m turning off my ******* cell phone
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And trying to have honest conversations in real life
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The water goes downhill, and still
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I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
                   C   Bm                    C
And I don't feel alive,  no, I don't feel alive

♫ Post-Chorus:
C             Bm              C
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
C             Bm              C
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
C             Bm              C
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
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I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs