Chords with lyrics
Tuning: Standard (E A D G B E)
Intro:
BB
Verse 1:
BB
I don't wanna do drugs anymore
BB
If you saw me through the eyes of a bathroom stall
G# minorG#m
Your skin would crawl, I'm high
G# minorG#m
But I am not a sycophant for a good time
BB
I only wanted to escape my mind
BB
For one night, know what happiness feels like
E MajorE
But the nightmare I'm ignoring is darker in the morning
Verse 2:
BB
It's a band-aid on a broken arm
G# minorG#m
It's a siren sounding out alarm
G# minorG#m
A augmentedA fucked-up version of self-harm
BB
And it's louder than a cry for help
BB
When I destroy my mental health
E MajorE
Because I don't respect myself
Chorus:
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E MajorE
All I ever do is cry
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E MajorE
All I ever do is cry
Verse 3:
BB
I don't wanna go to bed alone
BB
So I let another stranger take me home
G# minorG#m
I drink to numb the pain
G# minorG#m
And you would do it too if you would share my brain
BB
Everybody that I love gets hurt
BB
And I'm learning to believe that I just deserve
E MajorE
The demons I'm ignoring and the regret in the morning
Verse 4:
BB
It's a total domino effect
G# minorG#m
A augmentedA prison cell inside my head
G# minorG#m
A augmentedA trauma that I can't forget
BB
And it's louder than a cry for help
E MajorE
When I destroy my mental health
E MajorE N.C.
Because I fucking hate myself
Chorus:
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E MajorE
All I ever do is cry
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E MajorE
All I ever do is
BB
E MajorE
Cry, cry, I only ever
G# minorG#m
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
BB
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
G# minorG#m
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
Bridge:
E MajorE
F# minorF#m
Damned if I do and bored if I don't
G# minorG#m
And I should get clean again but I won't
BB
I told you that I don't need help
E MajorE
Because I lie to my...self
F# minorF#m
I'm damned if I do and bored if I don't
G# minorG#m
And I should get clean again but I won't
BB
I wanna be someone else
E MajorE
Because I'm scared of my...self
F# minorF#m
G# minorG#m
F# minorF#m
Sometimes I'm scared of myself
Chorus:
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
N.C.
All I ever do is cry
BB
G# minorG#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E MajorE
All I ever do is
BB
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
G# minorG#m
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
BB
E MajorE
Cry, cry I only ever
G# minorG#m
E MajorE
BB
Cry, cry I only ever cry